Doo Wops & Hooligans

I realised that I tend to come on my blog only when I am having a relapse, which I am guessing I must use this as a way to vent and get the poison and pain out of my head....

There’s A Hole in the Bucket

It was World Mental Health Day last Monday where everyone pretends to understand and support people with illnesses and then promptly goes onto support World Chipolata & Chips Appreciation Day the next day and forget that mental health exists again....

Black Rain

It has been some time since I wrote this during a meltdown but a meltdown I am having and I had nowhere else to turn but my blog to get some of the poison out of my head. For the...

Everybody’s Got Something to Hide Except Me & My Monkey

I wanted to do a follow up from my blog post a few days ago. I talked about The Links Centre ringing me and promising a home visit from a CPN and Social Worker. So let's bare in my mind...

If It Hadn’t Been For Love

I came to realise that it's been two months since I wrote a blog post and it wasn't for the case of forgetting, I thought about it everyday. I just couldn't bring myself to care about writing my blog. A...

Tears in Heaven

I feel like I'm disappearing. Why can't I be the happy ever after person. Why can't I believe in that. I don't know what I believe in anymore. I feel like I'm shrinking away from the world and not existing...

Through The Eyes Of My Father

With it being Father's Day today, a lot of us take time to reflect on our Dads and families. Today brings a mixture of feelings and I wanted to take some time to talk about that on my blog today....

Slumville Sunrise

I've sat here all day contemplating putting my thoughts down in my blog and I've struggled to do so. There have been moments today, pretty much like the last few days where I am here in my house doing something...

Fight Till The End

It's been some time since I have blogged again. Each day I keep meaning to put finger to iPad to type away but I get this thing called serious lack of motivation. Today I felt it was time to update,...