Where do I go from here?

My mood has seriously dipped again today. I don't think I have ever felt so alone as I do right now and I feel alone a lot but today I can feel it so much that I feel sick. I...

Relationship status: Dating the fridge

Straight up, no porky pies (I would eat them anyway), my diet has gone proper tits up. I am getting that pissed off with my lack of willpower to not eat everything in sight (run for your life dear reader,...

Loneliness Epidemic

I haven't had a conversation with my iPad screen in a couple of days as the battery was dead so I left it dead. The last couple of days have been critically shit. But surprisingly I made it back to...

Doctor! Doctor!

I had my appointment with the Psychiatric Doctor this morning and I wanted to share what happened as I think it will help others with the same condition or others who are recently diagnosed and may prevent them wasting years...

I could be happy

I could be.......but my mind/head/brain/phucked up skull is fighting against me at the moment and is having none of this happiness lark. I don't think it even comprehends what happiness actually feels like anymore. It was lovely giving genuinely nice...

10,000 Kind Minds Raffle

Mr P and I are still awake, it's gone 1am. We are eating take out and working on the raffle. The amount raised by the raffle is £477.50 which I am over the moon about it. We are busy typing,...

Twist & Shout

My head is in a twist and that makes me want to shout. In the street. Like an old fish wife. Or a chav. Today has been slightly calmer after a very stormy night and I'm not on about the...

Update on today

So as things reached breaking point today, I was finally seen at the mental health unit by a Social Worker and a Psychiatric Nurse. I can report back half bad half good. I was given nothing to sedate me or...

Hello can anyone hear me?!?

Being seriously ill with mental health is bluddy great. No one will speak to me, I am getting ignored and shunned by so called people who are meant to love me. I've been blocked by people on stupid social media....